This is truly interesting and it can be treated as an eye witness report of another kind. A serious change in perspective is understood but then must be integrated with past perceptions.
The training he then took in math would have reorganized his whole life way over top of his altered perception.
Rather an unusual and clearly beneficial step..
The violent attack that turned a man into a maths genius
Futon salesman Jason Padgett cared little about anything beyond partying and chasing girls, then one fateful night changed him forever.
By Sarah Keating
11 April 2019
Jason Padgett sees maths everywhere. Even
something as ordinary as brushing his teeth is governed by mathematics –
he turns the tap on and dips his toothbrush into the water 16 times.
Extraordinary Senses
This story is from Extraordinary Senses: The attack that made me a maths genius, an episode of Outlook presented and produced by Saskia Edwards. To listen to more episodes of Outlook from the BBC World Service, please click here.
“I don’t know why I like perfect squares,” he says. “It’s not just a
perfect square, it’s two to the power of four or four squared but I just
like perfect squares…I automatically do that stuff with everything.”
Padgett
is so obsessed with maths and understands such complex concepts, he's
been called a genius.
He certainly has a rare talent for drawing
repeating geometric patterns – known as fractals – by hand.
But the former futon salesman from Alaska hasn’t always had a way with numbers. Just under 17 years ago he was living a very different life in Tacoma, Washington.
“I was very shallow,” he laughs. “Life rotated
around girls, partying, drinking, waking up with a hangover and then
going out and chasing girls and going out to bars again.”
Maths wasn’t on his radar whatsoever.
I used to say maths is stupid, how can you you use that in the real world? – Jason Padgett
“I
used to say ‘maths is stupid, how can you use that in the real world’?
And I thought that was like a smart statement. I really believed it.”
But on the night of Friday 13 September 2002 everything changed.
While
out with friends, Padgett was attacked and robbed by two men outside a
karaoke bar. They took his already torn leather jacket.
“I heard as much as felt this deep, low-pitched
thud as the first guy ran up behind me and smashed me in the back of the
head,” he recalls. “And I saw this puff of white light just like
someone took a picture. The next thing I knew I was on my knees and
everything was spinning and I didn’t know where I was or how I got
there.”
Padgett staggered to a hospital across the street where he
was told he had concussion and a bleeding kidney thanks to a punch to
the gut. “They gave me a shot of pain medication and sent me home,” he
remembers.
But once home, Padgett’s behaviour changed quickly and
dramatically. He had sustained a traumatic brain injury, which can bring
on obsessive compulsive disorder - OCD. In Jason's case, he became
increasingly afraid of the outside world and would only leave his house
to stock up on food.
“I just remember nailing blankets and towels
over all the windows in the house…I remember actually using this spray
foam and gluing the front door shut.”
The OCD had made Padgett
irrationally afraid of germs, which had a knock-on effect on his
daughter who would come to stay with him amidst custody negotiations
with his ex-partner.
“When she would come over I would obsessively
wash my hands and clean,” he says. “The very first thing I would want
to do is get her shoes off, get her into clean clothes, wash her hands.”
But
while Padgett was experiencing all these negative consequences from his
attack, something incredible was happening too. The way Jason was
seeing things, changed.
“Everything that was curved looked like it was
slightly pixelated,” he explains. “Water coming down the drain didn’t
look like it was a smooth, flowing thing anymore, it looked like these
little tangent lines.”
The same thing happened with clouds,
sunlight streaming between trees and puddles. To Padgett, the world
essentially looked like a retro video game. Seeing such a radically
different view of his surroundings evoked conflicting emotions in
Padgett. “I was surprised…confused. it was beautiful but it was also
scary at the same time.”
Because of these visions, Padgett began
to think about huge questions in relation to mathematics and physics.
Given his hermit-like existence at that time, the internet became a
valuable source of information to him as he read extensively about
mathematics online.
Water coming down the drain didn’t look like it was a smooth, flowing thing anymore, it looked like these little tangent lines – Jason Padgett
He
stumbled across a webpage about fractals which struck a chord with him.
It’s a difficult mathematical concept which, put at its most basic, can
be likened to a snowflake. When you zoom in, you will see it’s made up
of smaller snowflakes connected together, zoom in again and those
snowflakes are made of smaller snowflakes, and so on until infinity.
Padgett
was fascinated by this concept but didn’t yet have the words to
describe it until one day his daughter asked him how the TV worked.
“When you’re looking at a TV screen and you see a
circle it’s really not a circle,” he says. “It’s made with rectangles
or squares and, if you look close, the edge of the circle is really a
zig zag. You can take those pixels and cut them in half and cut them in
half and you get closer and closer to a perfect circle but you never
actually reach one because you can keep cutting the pixels in half
forever, so the resolution gets better but you never have a perfect
circle.”
Padgett felt compelled to explore this intriguing concept further. So, he began to draw. And he kept drawing.
Padgett believed his drawings held the key to the universe and took them everywhere with him
“I
had literally a thousand or more drawings of circles, fractals, every
shape that I could manage to draw. It was the only way I could manage to
communicate effectively what I was seeing.”
Padgett believed his
drawings “held the key to the universe” and were so important that he
needed to take them everywhere with him.
While on a rare trip out
one day, he was approached by a man who had noticed Padgett with his
drawings and told him they looked mathematical.
“I’m trying to describe the discrete structure
of space time based on Planck length (a tiny unit of measurement
developed by physicist Max Planck) and quantum black holes,” Padgett
told him. It turned out the man was a physicist and recognised the
high-level mathematics Padgett was drawing.
He urged him to take a maths
class, which led Padgett to enrol in a community college, where he
began to learn the language he needed to describe his obsession.
After
three and a half years of living like a virtual hermit, going to school
changed everything for Padgett. He started to get psychological help
for his OCD and even met the woman who would become his wife.
But
why was he seeing things in such a strange and different way? Why was
his world now comprised of geometric shapes and graphs?
Poetically,
it was television that again provided him with a clue. Padgett saw a
man, a so-called savant, who had extraordinary numerical abilities and
talked about what numbers looked like to him.
“I would always describe that maths was shapes
not numbers and that was the first time I’d heard anybody but me talk
about what numbers looked like,” says Padgett.
He scoured the
internet for more information and came across Berit Brogaard, a
cognitive neuroscientist now at the University of Miami. The pair spent
hours talking on the phone and from these conversations, Brogaard
hypothesised that Padgett had synaesthesia – essentially a cross-wiring
of the brain in which the senses get mixed up.
Brogaard believes the brain injury Padgett sustained caused him to develop a form of synaesthesia that made him an acquired savant
It
is estimated to effect only around 4% of the population. Some
synesthetes might see certain colours when they hear music or smell
something that’s not there when feeling a particular emotion.
The
condition is caused by connections between parts of the brain that are
not there in other people. You can be born this way or some type of
trauma, an injury, a stroke, an allergic reaction, can change the brain.
Brogaard
believes the brain injury Padgett sustained caused him to develop a
form of synaesthesia where certain things triggered visions of
mathematical formulas or geometric shapes, either in his mind or
projected in front of him. She also hypothesised that synaesthesia made
Padgett an acquired savant.
“Most of us don’t have that kind of insight because we don’t visualise mathematical formulas,” says Brogaard..
To test these ideas, Brogaard brought Padgett to
the Brain Research Unit of Aalto University in Helsinki, where he
underwent a series of brain scans.
While in the MRI scanner,
hundreds of equations, including fake ones, flashed on a screen in front
of Padgett’s eyes. The researchers then watched which parts of his
brain lit up in response.
“They found that I had access to parts
of the brain that we don’t have conscious access to and also the visual
cortex was working in conjunction with the part of the brain that does
mathematics, which obviously makes sense,” says Padgett.
Brogaard’s
hypotheses turned out to be true. Padgett was formally diagnosed with
acquired savant syndrome and a form of synaesthesia. Finally, he had
answers.
Since his diagnosis, Padgett has published a book about
his experience called Struck by Genius, he’s toured the world telling
people his story and educating them about maths. He started a company
called Outliers which helps produce movies about people who have had
unique or rare/interesting life stories. He even sells his drawings of
fractals.
The two men who attacked him that fateful September
night were never convicted despite Padgett identifying them and pressing
charges.
Years later, however, one of the men, Brady
Simmons, wrote to Padgett to apologise while he was undergoing treatment
for prescription drug addiction following a suicide attempt. In a
sense, two lives were changed in the years that followed the attack.
Through Padgett’s eyes, the puddle is transformed into complex rippling patterns, overlapping and forming shapes like stars or snowflakes
“I’m
a completely different person,” says Simmons. “When I look back the
abysmal person that I was in the past, I just don’t see how I existed on
that level.”
Padgett too feels like he is a different person than he was before.
“I
see it [beauty] everywhere,” he says. He is mesmerised by simple things
that most people don’t even notice such as raindrops falling on a
puddle.
Through Padgett’s eyes, the puddle is transformed into
complex rippling patterns, overlapping and forming shapes like stars or
snowflakes. And he wants everyone else to see what he sees.
“You
should be walking around in absolute amazement at all times that reality
even exists,” he says.
“I’m having this mathematical awakening and all
around us is absolute magic or about as close as you can get to magic.”
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