tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1752027331714385066.post7785001760340091713..comments2024-03-19T14:38:21.141-07:00Comments on Terra Forming Terra: Cocaine Vaccinearcleinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05942529252160087271noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1752027331714385066.post-89712186706410202092009-12-01T09:12:57.114-08:002009-12-01T09:12:57.114-08:00Hello,
I was very happy to read the above informat...Hello,<br />I was very happy to read the above information.<br /><br />My ex-boyfriend and love of my life is a crack addict. He is a loving, sensitive, compassionate and wonderful human being until his "crack brain" takes over. Some say it is the most addictive drug know to humankind. He was like Jeckyll and Hyde, and it wasn't anything other than the drug taking over his brain chemistry and then making him do anything (however subconsciously) to make him go get it. It takes years of being sober from the drug for a person's brain to stop craving the drug. The drug imitates natural, real human needs in the brain and makes the addict feel that they need the drug the same way they need food or water.<br /><br />My ex is 7 months sober from the drug now, the longest he's lasted in many years. He is motivated by our relationship and the loss of it, and I'd like to think that my active love for him, belief in him and non-judgment (something he's not had in his life before) helped him to some degree to believe in himself. He struggles every day. We can't talk because even one small misunderstanding triggers him into a downward spiral so we stay in touch by mail. We are both just over 40 and have never felt so strongly in love with anyone in our lives. We both dream of being able to be together, get married, and if it's not too late, have a child. Thankfully, he is in a good program and has lots of support. If he gets 3 years, we will date again, but not until then. <br /><br />So, I hope a vaccine comes out and I hope it works well.<br /><br />best wishes,<br />Isa_MusedIsa_Musedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14122784725597454204noreply@blogger.com